Daily Thinking

My DESTINY is connected to my past BUT my destiny is surely greater than my past….

Although the Joy of The Lord is my strength, im honest enough to share that (at times) the things of life taps into my joy and sometimes I feel weak and my faith gets frazzled…

it is my desire to be a lover of the word of God because it constsntly gives and replinishes me……

The Lord works out everything according to His own time and in His own way.’…..I have to just remain available

I constantly remind myself that the very words that I speak LITERALLY co signs my present as well as my future…

Being careful via what I say ….do and think can be molded for the better…

It is indeed a blessing to have the desire, mind set and aspirations to even want to WORK ON YOURSELF…..  #TEAMGOD

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#relationship moment

I cheated on my fears

I broke up with my doubts

I FINALLY got engaged to my faith

I am now marrying my dreams

I am excited to be on my honeymoon

Prepare your life as if you are preparing for your loved ones funeral arrangements….

You do it with grace, class, paying attention to EVERY DETAIL, being passionate about everything that you are doing as well as what you are saying, you are reflecting on the things that once were and trying to plan on how things can be moving forward, you find ways to re – invent yourself via mind…body…soul…and spirit….

You purchase so many things for “memory sake” and money is not an option because you only want the best for your loved ones, you share what has happened with friends, family and even some enemies because you want everyone to find PEACE “for such a time as this”

So if we take this much time and effort to prepare FOR THE DEAD…how can we not take this much time and effort and even some more FOR THE LIVING? While we still have breath in our body how dare we not take productive chances and risks that can make us happy and live a better, joyful, longer, free in Jesus life? The world is already in disarray….so dont add to it with promoting the unbalancing act of your life to it…

Do some good for yourself while you are still able…. Life is nothing but school that does not have a graduation date until you are dead…. so DONT quit…..so DONT drop out …..complete all that you need to and enjoy it …..learn it…love it..understand it…be grateful for it because alot of people im sure wish that they were in “the school of LIFE”…….. instead of  “the school of DEATH”…..

Let’s STOP living backwards…….if you need a reason to LIVE – go visit a local Cemetary!

monday motivation

Today is the beginning of the rest of your life…… that is what today is NOT Monday being the first dragging long day of the work week…. it is a new day that i have not ever seen before……it is a day that i knew that i would ever have before…..

everyday that i am able to wake up with the activity of my limbs, in my FULL mind, my body operating with all of my motor skills, i dont have any bed pans under me, im not laying in the hospital bed with nurses coming in and sticking me with needles and checking my vitals every 30 minutes……I tell ya – it is indeed a good day!

it is time to break away from the old and prepare for the new….it is time to learn from even my present so i can properly plan for my future…. i have heard a lot of people say that the next day isnt promised…but i feel that the next breath isnt promised…..let alone the next few hours….minutes and moments….

i watch the news all the time and hear stories on how so many people have died “SUDDENLY”…… well if i am ever one of “those people who would die unexpectedly”……. i just dont want my finances to be right for my kids….my name to be clean for my family.. but i want my SOUL to be right with Jesus Christ..

 

Random Sunday Thought

Think it and you will be it……

Speake it and you will move it…..

Do it and you will reap it….

Endure it and you will enjoy it….

Understand it and you will master it….

#wisdom is something that I am grateful for…..but it is also something that is NOT meant to keep for ourselves! S H A R E……..what God has given unto you!

Love yourself enough to re – discover the REAL you… not the you that someone else has molded you to be…  or the you that you thought that you felt your friends wanted you to be and certainly not the you that your family expected you to be.

Be true to God and He will show you who you were always intended to be so that you can maintain that path and stay on course….. so along the way if you feel or see that you are going off course…. your Godly blue prints will be ready and available for you to continue on…

Learn from your past mistakes… bury the negative thinking because your LIFE is surely worth living…..

Super Saturday!

From 830, this morning until about 15 minutes ago has been filled with fun…food…family and friends!

I have a few posts to add but after signing my son up for a baseball clinic, spring baseball regular season, a quick ministry meeting, a conference call breakfast then a movie with my mom I felt already in gear for a good day.

Please cherish the time you have with your loved ones….its sooooooo precious! Whether its movies, dinner, fun…just have fun

My mom and I had a blast all morning….then meeting up with my son, nephew and sister will be my next amazingly fun blog..

Love hard… Cause its really indeed worth it!

#Feb18th

Over the hill and through the woods to a better life I know!  Having focus is something that takes committment, time and effort. Welp, the 18th of Feb is STILL a mile marker for me in my life…. MY DADDY!!! ( he was so the bomb.com )

Yeah this is going on the 5th year that the Late Norris Coleman has been gone from this green earth…. Hey the number 5 is for GRACE is God‘s numerology system so im claiming this to be MY YEAR! I swear everytime I see Valentine’s Day decorations being put out, I smile then I frown, because whether married or single…. my Father has always been my true Valentine…. then my eyes start to squint because my birthday is Feb 12th… which hmmm… does not make me excited to celebrate MY LIFE sometimes because HIS DEATH came 4 days after 5 years ago.

HOWEVER, last year it took my then 8 year old son and a girl pal to shake me and really ASSIST me in snapping out of the ” FUNCTIONING DEPRESSION” that I didnt know that I was in via my father passing. Thank goodness I was OPEN AND HONEST about where I really was and how I have really been feeling. Never having the time to mourn and never making the time to mourn kind of had me being a zombie and a robot all at the same time. It is AMAZING how the mind can make you think that YOU ARE ALRIGHT…..when indeed you are NOT!!

Welp….most importantly… im fine now… >>> inserting a happy face now >>>

and a happy dance now!! LOL  and Glory be to God with the other pressures of life I have learned where to place negative things and situations….. I cant deal with everything all at once but in my own time and in my own way I can…

I am dancing with great joy name!! Because I am FREE from stress!! 

quick #reminder

Things have been up and down so so many time with me emotionally THIS WEEK ALONE……. but I still desire to press…..

I WILL……….I CAN………..I MUST…………….  = FAITH

Being strong will test you in ways that you thought were not possible but remind yourself who you are and who you belong to in GOD..

Surround yourself with POSITIVE people… it does not have to be the same people all of the time…. VENTURE OUT and allow your circle to grow!!!! You don’t need everyone in your circle to think like you!!… >> you will never grow that way but even if you do find some way to SQUEEZE growth out of the same circle…. your growth wont be too much….. take your own assessment and you will see!

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Hanging with my mom most times is the highlight of my week…. she is 72 years YOUNG….. has a heart of GOLD….a prayer life that reminds me how I  need to be…. wisdom that I know that I desire….and LOVE that reflects the Love of Christ that surpasses ALL understanding…  she indeed has but more so DISPLAYS >>> AGAPE Christ love….. I am so a work in progress in that area…. geesh!

Today is just another Mom and Daughter Day out and I am soooo sooo enjoying the time that I have been able to spend with my mommy Coleman….

We have been two peas in a blinging pond ever since I was in high school and we are STILL going super duper strong…

Love you mommy….. Bought her this necklace because she is indeed SPECIAL to ME……. She is so amazing! Mrs. Georgia M. Coleman!

dance class!

Yeah I am learning how to do the Waltz and the Mirange….. I have started completing some of the things on my Bucket List and it has been an adventure already… Funny but exciting….

My son thinks that he can dance but TRUST me…he looks like this >>>  funny I know..Poor Jared! LOL  I found it to be almost mandatory for me to find something ACTIVE to do since my son does swimming, soccer, plays the tenor saxophone, does indoor baseball clinics and martial arts! He needs to stay active but im realizing that “mommy cant be left out anymore”…. That is what mother’s always seem to do >>> forget ourselves<<<< for the sake of our kids… Welp, I cant do that no more… because BALANCE is surely the name of the game!

I am looking for more things to place myself in as well!….Hopefully with all of my own activities that I can not only have some fun but get these last few pounds off of me! LOL  Different enviornments is surely therapy for me as well…