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Me – Myself and I


No longer do I allow my heart to break over silly things, situations and people who have clearly shown me that they need to be placed in the Sea of Unforgetfulness.

  • I am precious to me.
  • Being a woman makes me precious.
  • Because I am a woman I am strong.
  • I love myself.
  • My soul is strong.
  • I have inner strength.
  • I am worthy of great success.
  • I am capable of succeeding without feeling overwhelmed or unfulfilled.
  • I feel fulfilled and joyful.
  • I pursue my life’s purpose.
  • I embrace positive self-esteem.
  • I feel that my future looks bright.
  • I only have positive mental pictures.
  • I have an enthusiastic outlook on life.
  • I stand firmly in my belief in myself.
  • I am strong and secure.
  • I have the power to realize my goals.
  • I maintain my self-confidence in all times and places.
  • I am courageous and brave.
  • I have faith in God and in my actions.
  • I heal all issues affecting my self-confidence.
  • I care about what I think of myself.
  • My personality traits are endearing.
  • I am precious in the eyes of God.
  • I have wisdom to know what to change.
  • I am at peace with the world.
  • I have unique attributes and abilities because I am a woman.
  • I have power to love and be loved.
  • I can love without being in love.
  • I have power to choose my course in life.
  • I am proud of my body for what it is. ( ummm maybe not so! LOL ) 20 pounds to go!
  • I can accept myself for who I am.
  • I recognize and honor my talents, abilities, and skills.
  • I feel confident from the inside out.
  • I say positive things about myself to myself.
  • I love and approve of myself.
  • I feel radiant full of abundant energy and health.
  • I courageously become transparent to bless others.

#CHANGEisgood

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Family

Cemetery Visit


This may seem weird to some BUT – my family spent about 3 hours at the cemetery to visit my beloved Big Mom ( grandmother ), my Aunt Clara ( which we all forgot was buried next to my Big Mom ) and for my family to pick out out burial plots next to each other so that when”that day comes” all will be taken care of.

 

I have to admit that I was AN EMOTIONAL WRECK when I saw my Auntie Clara’s site..

I used to think that going to grave sites were a bit weird but it was REALLY therapy for me when I decided to go… Yes we initially all went to the grave site because we were choosing our markers, plots etc..etc..etc… but I WAS NOT going to leave without “stopping by” seeing my grandmother’s ( Big Ma’s ) burial plot. Yes… I was so happy that I did – it opened and closed a great deal of wounds that I had no idea was there…..

Nonetheless, we all had a nice time at the CEMETERY if that makes any sense or even SOUNDS RIGHT!  Well wait – my 10 year old HATED THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE……. He said it kept making him think of his father being dead….which he meant was my dad because he called my dad, Daddy as well. However, with the other family that was there just connecting with one another BLESSED ME…. and eventually – he SEMI got over it….. he ran up to the top of the cemetery because… he was INDEED over the whole death talk!

 Well thank goodness that MY MOMMY is still alive and doing well and I thank God DAILY….

My Mommy Doodle was very happy to be at the grave site as well. She smiled so hard when she saw her OWN MOTHER‘S grave marker– My mom is SOOOOO STRONG and to see her even be sad even for a second almost knocked me over…. She is indeed my SHE – RO! Hero in female form! LOL

We all cracked jokes on how we are happy that we were all able to obtain grave plots all in a row next to one another. I video taped our little happy meeting scenario and it was cute and sad all at the same time.

Regardless, being with my family is just plain old amazing! ( some of them at least ) My father taught me as early as in middle school the importance of getting our DEAD WORK together! I know it sounds a tad bit harsh but that is what my daddy called it and it surely makes sense to get things in order BEFORE you die! Okay enough death talk…..

Relationships

Happy Blessed Day!


Happy birthday to my big sister!!! She means SOOOOO MUCH to me and has always been there for me when I did not feel like BEING BOTHERED with myself if that even makes even sense!! LOL I have spoiled her REAL GOOD!! She is going to really enjoy the WHOLE rest of the month of November 2012…… I have had sooo many wonderful things planned for her and God knows that it is MY PLEASURE

She is just SIMPLY amazing…..and deserves ALL the happiness that her sweet BIG HEART can surely hold! Last year was great for her too because I celebrated her birthday until New Years!