Breast Cancer AND Socks –


First of all, do I look like I wanted to be out this late??? Okay – breast cancer awareness is an amazing movement and with all of the hundreds of millions of dollars that this organization has raised – THEY BETTER be on the verge of a cure!!!!!

Nonetheless, middle schools and high schools all across the country participates in some form or another to show their support during the month of October – Well my son is REALLY finally getting into the groove of supporting breast cancer awareness because he understands MORE NOW of what the disease is and what it does to people’s lives AND he knows that his grandfather also died from cancer –

Welp, honey –  I need ANYBODY / SOMEBODY / a cat – a dog – a mouse – an elephant etc to scream to the hills to MY KID – that I am an awesome mother! LOL – He knows it – he tells me at least 3 times a week how much he appreciates me…..

( ummm – This is the part where MOMS will sy…. Well appreciate me by keeping your room clean! ) LOL – So serious though….

Lately although he semi – deserves “some of the things” that I get for him but he feels that he no longer really has to “work for them” anymore – YES – I am apart of the blame …maybe because I super duper spoiled him – “but still” right?

Well – its late and I got up to RUN TO THE MALL so this little boy can have PINK SOCKS to wear and support Breast Cancer Awareness with the rest of the school tomorrow!

Yes, the boy is wearing a pink shirt too! – Trying to find pink sneaker laces – but that is a bit too much….. Thanks Susan B. Komen for the late night run! – : )


A Supportive Super Mom

Helping Self...

A Nice Revelation 4 Today


Listen – God has REALLY blessed me to do a great deal of things – go to a great deal of places – meet a great deal of people and I believe that God STILL HAS soo much more for me in store  ( praise ye the Lord )

However – as I was going through out my day and had a moment to pause for about a good 10 minutes – God advised me that He wanted to bring some things to my attention –

IMMEDIATELY – I was like the student who is getting their name called over the speaker in school and knew that my walk to the office would be a long one…..because I would take my good old time so I could figure out WHAT IN THE WORLD is needed of me from the school office!!  LOL

Well with ALL of the many blessings that I have been granted – I DISCOVERED that I was not totally happy – There is A BIG DIFFERENCE between having the “joy” of the Lord and being happy – I have the joy of Christ with a FEW SPRINKLES of happiness.

Things and opportunities cannot make a person happy – well let me speak for MYSELF – they dont do it for me – I am all about having a life full of POSITIVE relationships and maintaining a life that God WILL ALWAYS be pleased with.

I have changed SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much over the last 5 years – 4 years – 3 years – 2 years -1 years …..months…weeks…days…hours… and PRESENT MOMENT TIME –

My circle of friends – my worship experiences – my place of worship – my thought process – the way that I dress – the way that I speak – the way that I am over all in literally every aspect of my life –  So I guess that I am “semi – happy” because God has been ….is and will always be good to “muah” – LOL

Am I pouting? Maybe because the things that I may seem to be un-happy about are things that I am waiting on God “to fix” – so….. I guess that makes me STILL happy but I tend to feel the pressure or the IMPATIENCE of me waiting on Him – That is where this FAITH thing “should always kick in” right!! – LOL


Whew – My HEART Hurts!

Please watch this video – click on the side and scroll down on the message where it says, Pastor Ron’s message – You need 45 minutes to watch this –  Im praying! I wish that leaders and ministries IN GENERAL would be willing to be TRANSPARENT like this – it is a shame that when true transparency happens – it is like  a huge shock. – This is how we ALL should be as well – To God be the Glory – for all the things HE has done!