Dear ( ME )

God #covered me

I needed to be wrapped in the arms of Jesus ALL day today because my whole day was challenging from beginning to this evening!!! You ever just need a HUGE HUG and to be clothed in the word of God… I know that God surely covered me and my son today because I have the ability to be here to share it!!

Today I was in yet ANOTHER accident and this is the 5th one in the last 30 days!!! I was confused about it all at first but it surely is telling me that I am doing SOMETHING right in God’s eyes. It reminded me of Job and Joseph in the bible because Job didnt do anything wrong but God still allowed him to be tested and God allowed Joseph to be sold into slavery by his own brothers and he also did nothing wrong.

Although this sounds ever so backwards but we must recall that our ways arent God’s ways and vice versa. The accident today in all honesty had me feeling that I was either going t die and go over some enbankment or get hurt REALLY bad! But GOD!! He guided that car and took the wheel…

I  mean with my son screaming in the back seat I was amazed how calm I was but ever soooo scared and severely frightened of what was going on…. Literally my mind went to thinking of  my life and asking God to forgive me from my sins ….things knowing and unknowing… calling the name of JESUS out and just proclaiming LIFE but I had such a CALM SPIRIT during the accident while my car was slipping on ice which made the car take off into A CEMEMTARY going at least 20 miles an hour dodging cemetary plots! The only thing that is wrong with the car is a crack in the rear view mirror…can you beleive that! My son was shaken for a good 4 hours and I am just really calming down myself… GEESH..

To  make the situation even more disturbing was that there was a WHOLE LINE OF CARS that stopped on the road ” to watch ” my car slip, slide and drive out of control…..When the car finally stopped sliding… all 6 cars KEPT GOING!! The first vehicle was a TOW TRUCK!!!! No one stopped or pulled over to see if me and my son was okay or anything.. I was sitting there thinking ..WOW, is the world really ” that bad now “….and if so ……dag! I would not even think to just keep going etc.. I mean scream out the window or something and yell, are you guys alright…do you need a cell phone something… Whew a mess…a shocker…a wake up call..

I am fine and so is my son and God made sure that we walked away with all of our limbs….and most importantly our lives.

God I am so grateful and I curse the enemy and the strongholds and I am covered well in the blood of Jesus… it covers me where ever I am …. I am so happy to be covered…………………

Whew.. good night..

Dear ( ME )

happy new year / life saved

It is NOT officially New Year’s Day as of yet but if you are reading this than it is YOUR New Year! Why wait til ” a specific day ” to change? It doesnt make sense! Working on ourselves should be a daily / weekly task! I started re – evaluating myself for change in August of this year and I havent looked back nor stopped “fixing myself up” since then!

I have always heard that change is hard and no one likes to do it… well change is only hard when it is done on a temporary and spiratical basis. When we look into the mirrors everyday, there are a few things that we know need to be changed / fixed / altered etc. Look at it this way >>>>>> if you take the time to work on yourselves on a weekly basis, by the time New Year’s come around, you wont have much to work and chip away at!

Plus dont follow the crowd >>> re – dedicate yourself to change when no one is looking and you will know then if you have changed….but more importantly, if you are or have changed for the right reason and NOT people.

MOTIVE IS >>> The Key……..

Alot of people will NOT be blessed to wake up for New Year’s Eve, let alone New Year’s Day, so I want to say may the peace of God wrap itself around you that if you are here to see 2012, that you will indeed make it up in your mind to do better….live better…and allow God to abide in you.

I am just grateful for all of the little things…..  Today I was being in a hurry and drove right through a car chase which ended up being a mini shoot out… so I am indeed grateful for LIFE.. just thinking that my 9 year old son would not have had a mother ….SCARED ME TO DEATH….. I called my mother and my sister and was just in mere utter shock… That QUICK, I could have been dead or badly hurt….. I am praising God that I was NOT one of the victims in the crazy fiasco that transpired while I was on my way home………….

Below: here are a few photos that I managed to take while  I was sitting in the middle of the street, then on the side of the street, then in the middle of someone else’s driveway…………..

( better yet.. I WILL POST THEM TOMORROW.. I am really emotionally overwhelmed right now)

Happy Friday.. im back and here are the photos from yesterday’s crazy fiasco……….