Inspiration

Signals….


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The purpose of your car signal is to alert others that you’re about to change lanes. The lights blink & flash on the front & rear of the vehicle. Using the signal prepares others for what it is you’re about to do…

You’ve had unnecessary drama that you’ve had to deal with, may have suffered sudden death & illness in your family, perhaps lost a job, you’ve been overlooked & misunderstood but allow me to tell you that what you’re going thru & dealing with are all *SIGNALS!

The signal in the spirit represents SHIFT! They watching you go thru but they are interpreting it wrong! Your pain, disappointment, & sufferings are all SIGNALS that you’re about to move & move QUICK!

Are you ready for the SHIFT?

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Miss Him –


He surely has blessed my life over the years…. I recall driving to Youngstown, Ohio with a group of my friends just to see him. Sitting in the office with him laughing and crackign jokes QUICKLY turned into a super duper deep in depth conversation about God.

I will never forget him – You never forget when A TRUE MAN OF GOD – lays hands on you!

Bishop Norman L. Wagner – ” Thank you” for being such an example….

Inspiration

Suggestions That CAN Help – People


Stop making war with your pain, grief or afflictions. Make peace with your situation and enjoy yourself within it, around it and in spite of it!

Be kind to others whether it be an hour of volunteer work a week, or by smiling and holding the door for others to pass. When you are kind to others, you learn to be kind to yourself!

Express yourself freely, outrageously and with humor. Perhaps, you might like to wear a wig in a different length and color than your own hair- be sure to make it cheap for fun only- to express another identity. Buy a hat that frames who you are and inspires you to act differently.

Tap into group energy with your friends. One of you will serve as a catalyst to generate fun once you all get together and laugh.

Try moving according to nature’s rhythms: hiking, biking, walking along the beach. Absorb the positive energy of natural places and act naturally, freely.

Politics

Interesting!


Who would have EVER thought that a Hood Thug and  House Wife would have ANYTHING in common?

Nonetheless, who would have thought that the CHANCES would have been GREATER for the House Wife to do a crime, get convicted AND do time in jail BEFORE a Hood Thug? The outer appearance surely can fool anyone huh!!!  LOL

In this case , thank goodness “Politics” did not play a key role!

#SnoopDog and #MarthaStewart = FRIENDS!!

 

Dear ( ME )

Lord HELP – LOL


Just to think, I have family that lives in Alabama…… Arizona and California and they want me to move there! I am crying with the temperatures via where I live NOW!! San Diego, California may be my ONLY HOPE! LOL

I have one whole year to get my choices together via where I am moving to ” again” LOL…. Nonetheless, it will not be anywhere that the sun has the audacity to be this hot! Right when I was getting myself together to move out of the country, and then a slight little PAUSE happened….

Yeah, I am taking that as that was the Lord saying either NO or not NOW… I am still waiting……  when I instill change in my life – it must be drastic… so I will continue waiting………….   >> semi – patiently <<<

Parenting

Yesterday!!!


YESTERDAY!!!! ………  The enemy almost had me jacked up!  Yesterday I wanted to flip out!!! Yesterday I so needed my mother!!! Yesterday I needed a hug from my sister!! Yesterday I wanted to choke my son!! Yesterday I felt like not wanting to be my son’s mother!!!!! Yesterday I needed God to take the pain away!! The bitterness surely was on its way and I am glad that God “blocked it”…… ( that is a true blessing )

Yesterday I was so upset that I could not even cry!!!! Yesterday, God allowed me to go through a very STRONG AND STORMY situation and he then gave me the peace that I needed and allowed me to have and maintain victory over the situation!

Yesterday God reminded me that I have to regroup and refocus to keep my sanity…. Yesterday God advised me that He allowed all of these things that I felt were so bad to transpire… Yesterday God said.. all is well.

OH GOD!!! Is all that I kept saying out loud!I almost felt as if I was INDEED going to lose my mind and the ONLY thing that can shift me toward that direction is when it comes to “family matters/ situations”…..

Welp guess what! The enemy knows that as well so trust me when I tell you that he works in OVERTIME and OVERDRIVE in that area because he loves to see me breakdown…..

Listen as a parent – your kids will surely take “you there” if and when you allow then…..  My kids ….my teenage twins have really put me through it since they were 12 1/2 years old and ask me if things has gotten any better?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm… umm yeah like maybe like 3 months out of EVERY year that has passed since they have been that age! OH MY GOODNESS – HELP ME! For my teenage ungrateful kids to ONLY desire to reach out when it is a FINANCIAL thing is a sad thing.

It is a HORRIBLE….HORRID….HORRIFIC….UNBEARBALE thing to try and raise your children with another parent who has 100% DIFFERENT WAY of raising them but they are in their care. AGONY I tell you…COMPLETE AND STRAIGHT agony!

Of course children “rather”  sway toward the mind set of the parent and their family that allows things to be a bit easier on them….. Mother or not – I have feelings and indeed to SEE that they do not care about that but care ONLY the feelings that comes along with my pocket book.

The children also have to take blame in the things that they have done as well as have not done through out this horrid process as well… Allowing his father to think “one way” when it is not the truth and my son not speaking up is basically “co – signing” with what the interperation of me in situations.

I have CARED what my teenage kids as well as their father and family have felt about me via parenting LONG ENOUGH…… at this point in my life I feel soo empowered to move on!

My teenage kids will turn 19 this July and I have not washed my hands of “them” but I am indeed allowing LIFE to take its course! I will continue to pray on their behalf but nothing more and nothing less…… I know that I am not the only mother who has NO RELATIONSHIP with their kids father but it is sad that two parents cannot come together and raise their kids.

I do not beleive in allowing kids “to run the show” and the course of the relationship styles of the parents! Well that is what has BEEN HAPPENEING over the years and of course I am the bad guy because I have ALWAYS stood my motherly / Christian ground! It does not feel good while it is working but I know that it is working for MY GOOD.

Praying that God will save my kids! No wait…. God will save them! So my prayer is that they DESIRE and CHOOSE to become and maintain their salvation with The Lord! It is THEIR choice…..

I feel so much better thanks to waiting patiently to hear the voice of The Lord speak to me…. I am well… all is well and I have peace within “again”….

Honor your parents – that is the Holy Scriptures and no success will come until they can learn to honor! Things may look good and feel good but trust me, God will “shut it down” when people least expect it. You cannot go through life not doing what you are supposed to do and feel that you are going to reap the harvest of The Lord!

Ministry

School Project


The enemy would LOVE to take any human being at any time…any moment and anywhere. If he can obtain “space” during childhood years, to him that is a prize to him. The early years…the growing years…the crucial years are CRUCIAL spiritually.

Right now in one of my Grad School classes we are focusing on deviance and how it happens. I am focusing my studies on HOW – WHEN and WHY it occurs.

This video is a sad but great example to explain and show that spriituality is apart of it. Look at her age and the things that are coming out of her mouth.