woke up feeling amazing but now i am feeling great….. but more so over the moon….
i talked to my oldest son and sometimes i think to myself….if he ever really knew how much i loved him as his mother, would things be any different between us….
he is about to go away to college and i am DESEPERATELY praying…hoping…..and wishing that by my j-man being in a TOTALLY DIFFERENT ENVIORNMENT that it will cause him…allow him to think for himself..
when adults speak negative things to children it has a great chance to stick tougher than glue….. sometimes even when the child second guesses what is being told to them but if they are in one enviornment MORE THAN the other…..i can see how the lies can look like it is the truth…..
i understand that children have to seek out their own destiny and find their own way… but it is my desire for my children to live the life of Christ…… not my way but God‘s way…. … im just praying that my almost 19 year old twin children will rekindly their relationship with Jesus Christ and NEVER allow anything or anyone regardless of what the situation or whomever the person is….. allow the FLAME of Christ to go out “in their lives”…..
people / in this case in particular ADULTS really need to understand that the negative SEEDS that they plant will eventually be found in their own garden and it will surely cause their harvest to DIE…………..
People dont really understand or believe in the HOLY scriptures, when it clearly states….whatsoever a man soweth….he will surely repeath…. because if they did, people would NOT do such negative and hateful things then STILL TRY to call themselves a Christian… Love and Hate CANNOT ever share the same space especialyl when it is coming out of your mouth!
I love the fact that God will handle every lie, every wrong thing, every false accusation etc..etc..etc… I am indeed a warrior in Christ an certainly for Christ and I cannot wait until GOD ALLOWS JUSTICE to be done on my behalf…