Just Thinking –


Ever been through a season in your life when it seems as “All or Most” of your enemies are becoming friends? Well, the Lord says fear not!,  for I stand firm with you! You Can have all the outward credentials, from posture to practice……going through the motions……doing what looks and feels good but what’s the condition of your Heart and the direction of your Soul?

Surely,  whatever is done in the dark, comes to the light! So, it is  best that we come clean……starting with cleansing our Heart enough to be aligned with the Son of God. …… Also remember that not every GOOD plan is the GOD plan. So use these last days to REALLY seek the plan of GOD for your life, before it is too late.

With the power of the Holy Spirit, you will indeed break OUT before you break DOWN!


Dear ( ME )

Morning Prayer

Every family fountain chasing away my helpers, dry up by fire, in the name of Jesus…….    O Lord, pour your anointing of favour upon my life, in the name of Jesus.

Every power attacking my blessing day and night, vanish, in the name of Jesus…..  Oh God arise and give me the anointing of the winners, in the name of Jesus.

Every hidden curse of evil pattern, riding upon the horses of my destiny, I pull you down by fire, in the name of Jesus.  Every re-arrangement of my destiny through the curse of evil pattern, be reversed by fire, in the name of Jesus.

I will always start my day with  beginning to follow divine pattern for my life from today, in the name of Jesus……  Every evil pattern of slavery in my family die, by fire in the name of Jesus.

  I refuse to work like an elephant and eat like an ant, in the name of Jesus……..   Oh Lord, let all my problems become my promotions in the name of Jesus.

Every pattern of laziness and slavery in my foundation, break, in the name of Jesus……   Any evil pattern of laziness sponsoring fear and wastage in my life, break, in the name of Jesus.

My life, refuse to co-operate with the spirit of laziness, doubt, fear, lack, disobedience and anything else that DOES NOT line up with you in the name of Jesus.

  I break free and lose myself from the grip and control of family idol spirit in the name of Jesus……My children will be SAVED and   Every problem in their lives promoted by idol worship, ( things, rituals, traditions )  die in the name of Jesus

Oh Lord, deliver me from every evil pattern, emanating from evil family idol, in the name of Jesus….. Every arrow of mental disorder, fired into my family, go back to your sender, in the name of Jesus.

Every evil computer system against my life in the demonic world, shatter to pieces, in the name of Jesus….. Any evil pot cooking my destiny, break by fire, in the name of Jesus.  Evil pattern of horrible dreams in my life, break by fire, in the name of Jesus.

Let every evil pattern of satanic discipline in my life be terminated, in the name of Jesus and I thank you for HEARING me Lord!


Good Things To Have….



“The fact is, there is no foundation, no secure ground, upon which people may stand today if it isn’t the family.  If you don’t have the support and love and caring and concern that you get from a family, you don’t have much at all. Love is so supremely important”………


If you want to support others you have to stay upright yourself………..


“I live in the faith that there is a Presence and Power greater than I am that nurtures and supports me in ways I could not even imagine. I know that this Presence is All knowing and All Power and is Always right where I am”……………


“At times, we are the bridge that allows another to re-enter the world after a loss. Don’t mistake it for more or its beauty may be lost.”……..


“The life of Man is a long march through the night, surrounded by invisible foes, tortured by weariness and pain, towards a goal that few can hope to reach, and where none may tarry long.  One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent Death.

Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to strengthen failing courage, to instill faith in times of despair.”


“Life is a wall, you have to climb it by pushing others to climb over and you will be pushed as well. Give a helping hand today.”


The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him.


Do I need to say more????


Dear Moo Moo





I often think of you at this age regardless if you are almost 19 years of age…. I have to recall these PAST moments so that I dont cry via the PRESENT moments…

I have planted the seeds of CHRIST into your life…and I am trusting and believing that you will let Him in before you experience any more strife…..

 I wonder EVERY DAY not “why or how” you chose your path………….. but yes my dear, I do wonder  “WHEN” you will stop the path that you chose….

I am always praying for you and rooting you on… but most importantly know that even in your worse days….” for you ” I WILL ALWAYS leave the light on!

I love you always….



Dear ( ME )

Car Moments….

 Do you ever notice that while you are in “the car” alot of things seem to make sense, you obtain 1,000 revelations, you become empowered etc? Why is it? Welp, besides via the “music” that we choose to play while driving…..our spirit  man is always speaking to us as well.

Now whether we can hear or we choose to listen is indeed a whole new story! I listen to gospel and soft pop every morning but different artists and this morning I did not even want to get out of the car “in fear” that all of my mental / intellectual juices would stop flowing!! The music, the car and my mind were ALL in tune and I wanted to make mental music that involved forward movement with my personal aspirations, relationship with Christ and getting my out of control family together! Now for some reason, my pen started writing really fast when I was focusing on the topics via my personal goals and aspirations in this life….

Then of course when it comes to Christ…..your mind has “no where to go” but up!! So I was feeling like a Spiritual Wonder Woman and writing and humming then smiling and say oh yeah..God that is good! LOL, I continued thinking and getting like 100 tactics in my mind of how to go about doing these new ventures….. I started getting overwhelemd and sat there like a FEMALE RAIN MAN! …..

It was like sooooooooooooooooooo much information going through the atmosphere that I was like God… information overload…or information freeze! ( like brain freeze when you drink icey cold frozen beverages and they go down tooooo fast ) Nonetheless, I was enjoying it and wanted to continue the flow that I was headed in… Welp, the REAL test of my flow came when it was time to write, think and deal with my family! Yikes is all that I could feel and think at that moment… The flow slowly decreased almost like a turtle’s speed and I had to think was it me? Did I speak it out into the atmosphere….did I just assume that there wouldnt be any productive solutions to the 10,00000000 issues that are present?

Geesh.. even typing about this at this very moment is making my stomach hurts…. Yeah…. family is my thorn.. I fight to keep it and the individuals apart of it so OF COURSE……the enemy attacks me and EVERY ASPECT of family and I am sooo over it. Families are soo beautiful via what they represent and what they can do when they unite together….My family is NO different than others in some form or fashion, however….. growth and communication is a need for so many. Everyone is moving but in “different directions” and it leaves The Road to Victory in the rear view mirror at times! I know that God will do whatever needs to be done and all parties involved will eventually see the light.

This blog sometimes represents how my days go….the blog started off like high octane fuel and slowly “but surely” ended with cheap watered down gas! However, I have learned the devices that the enemy uses to shift me into another mood and now that I know… I can “deal better” and I smile..pray and move >>>>>>>ON!

Cant wait to get back into >>>> the car! LOL

Welp now that I back in the car…

here is Jared giving me directions on where I should go next in my life >>>>> to his Christian Kids Club meeting! Gosh I love him