Geeeesh!!! It amazes me how I can think that im alright in certain areas until I go see movies at the theatre!
I reallllllllly ENJOY going to see a movie once a week ALONE……
The pure enchantment brings me much joy and it allows me to think, meditate, laugh, giggle, smirk, smile, frown and cry….
I first realized that being at the movie theatre alone was 1 of the few places that allows things that are dead….hidden…suffocated….sleep…. etc to come alive or at least awaken!
I first had this eye balling……tissue box craving experience when I went to see the movie called Eat Pray Love….
Man oh man!!!! Talk about in your face and feeling like actress Julia Roberts saying, Val…are SOME of these feelings familiar!!
Also, a movie with actor Robert Deniro and the movie was called Everythings Alright…..Well I think that was the name…whew….i sat there feeling simply depressed as I shooked my head in agreement and sadness because of the similarities within my own family and of course myself….
Then the last two movies that I saw were New Years Eve …no one would believe the charachter I MOST connected to! It was like a mirror but just recently at the movie theatre….i began to ask myself am I really miserable???? Geeeeesh, im soo serious folks because I did not feel to nice on the inside! Then God had me ask Him…..and he advised me that im NOT miserable…
Its just I have been through sooo sooooo much within the past 10 years that SOME of my emotions are just slowly catching up to me and certain types of movies seem to bring things to the surface that I havent dealt with or didnt FINISH dealing with!! Geeeesh, God is amazing right and HIS revelation is mind blowing!!!
The other movie is called, We Bought A Zoo with cutie Matt Damon and Scarlett Johansen……listen!
The previews on tv didnt do that movie justice at all!! That movie had me crying and re evaluating things too!! Lol….. I tell ya, I am glad to be oprn so God can show me whats good BUT also whats sour in MY life!!!
Okay im done……..
P.S. Blogging and Writing is great therapy….people who dont do it should surely try it!
I feel like a brand new person like I went to church, and went up to the Altar and obtained Jesus Christ into my lifr / heart for the very FIRST time!….. I feel amazing!