Helping Self...

Daily Prayer


Dear Jesus,

Please hear my prayer. I go along each day, trying to run my life my own way. I forget to let go and give you control.

I wonder why things aren’t going the way I want them to go. I forget to stop and ask what you want, Lord. Please help me to give you control, Jesus. I want to follow you. I want what you desire for me.

Help me to realize that when you close one door, you open the one you want me to walk through. Help me also to realize that what I desire may not be what is meant for me, or what is best for me. Maybe it will lead me away from what your great plan is for me.

Lord, let me accept each day as a gift. Let me follow the path you choose for me. Help me to be thankful for what you give me and not to worry about my needs. I trust you will take care of all my needs. Remind me that my role is to care for those around me and focus on those who need my help.

Help me not to be judgmental, as we are all equal in God‘s eyes. Help me to see the good in all of your creations. Let me leave the judging to you, dear Jesus. Instead, I will concentrate on living to please you!

Help me, dear Jesus, be who and what you want me to be. Give me strength, faith and hope, and most of all, give me guidance each and every day. I let go and give you control.

In Jesus name,

Amen.

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Dear ( ME )

#Feb18th


Over the hill and through the woods to a better life I know!  Having focus is something that takes committment, time and effort. Welp, the 18th of Feb is STILL a mile marker for me in my life…. MY DADDY!!! ( he was so the bomb.com )

Yeah this is going on the 5th year that the Late Norris Coleman has been gone from this green earth…. Hey the number 5 is for GRACE is God‘s numerology system so im claiming this to be MY YEAR! I swear everytime I see Valentine’s Day decorations being put out, I smile then I frown, because whether married or single…. my Father has always been my true Valentine…. then my eyes start to squint because my birthday is Feb 12th… which hmmm… does not make me excited to celebrate MY LIFE sometimes because HIS DEATH came 4 days after 5 years ago.

HOWEVER, last year it took my then 8 year old son and a girl pal to shake me and really ASSIST me in snapping out of the ” FUNCTIONING DEPRESSION” that I didnt know that I was in via my father passing. Thank goodness I was OPEN AND HONEST about where I really was and how I have really been feeling. Never having the time to mourn and never making the time to mourn kind of had me being a zombie and a robot all at the same time. It is AMAZING how the mind can make you think that YOU ARE ALRIGHT…..when indeed you are NOT!!

Welp….most importantly… im fine now… >>> inserting a happy face now >>> Happy Fac...

and a happy dance now!! LOL  and Glory be to God with the other pressures of life I have learned where to place negative things and situations….. I cant deal with everything all at once but in my own time and in my own way I can…

I am dancing with great joy name!! Because I am FREE from stress!! 

Dear ( ME )

2 words with the power 2 shift me


Dont know…..but God help! : Heard this song and God said 2 words… TRANSITION AND GREATER… ….okay but why in the world am I shaking, crying, joyful, fearful, calm and happy all at the same time??? Oh yeah, I ” did mention scared right”…whew indeed >>( nervous.com! grateful.com! ) Okay Lord, here we go!!! Mold me…make me..mend me.. FOR THE TASK (S) that are ahead!
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Dear ( ME )

Note to self….


When I change the quality of my mind, I will have the strength, strategy and power to change the quality of MY life! #teamme! So Speak and Grow……1, 2, 3, ……>> GO!

You rock
Your blessed
Your special
Your appreciated
Your worth it
Your needed
Your wanted
Your honest
Your mysterious
Your classy
Your smart
Your kind
Your compassionate
Your beautiful
Your inquisitive
Your loyal
Your wise
Your prayerful
Your educated
Your respected
Your impeccable
Your amazing
Your jibberish
Your funny
Your talkative
Your peculiar
Your shy
Your organized
Your loving
Your blunt
Your helpful

That’s a nice START to remind myself of who I am right now!!!

Dear ( ME )

New ME…#2012 & beyond!


New life …… New friends…. New ministry….. New job…. New home…. New habits….. New promises….. New circles…..New levels…. New dimensions…. New atmospheres….. New commitments…. New mind……. New body….. New spirit…… New soul…… New relationships…. New families……. New feelings…….. New love…… New life……. New wins…..

New patterns…… New enemies (spiritually has to happen)… New connections…… New prayer life….. New tounge…. New feet…. New legs…. New heart…. New body…. New speech….. New visions… New hearing….. New taste….. New strength…. New fortune…. New prosperity…. New losses (just life)…. New sorrows (just life)…..

New mistakes (just life)…. New growth…. New understanding…. New wisdom….. New creativity…… New appointments…… New anointing… New revelation(s)……. New stances……. New alignments……. New power…… New strategy (s)……

New tactics…… New mercies….. New grace…… New ups…..New downs (just life)…..New blessings…… New answers…… New reasons……. New ventures….New doors…. New days… New nights…. New mornings……… New seconds…….. New minutes…… New moments……. New hours……… New seconds……… New weeks….New months… New years……… New generations

Just thanking my God 4 the New, however and whenever it may come….