Dear ( ME )

Asking God For Things –


I asked God to take my pain away. God said, No. It is not for me to take away,
but for you to give it up. I asked God to make my dying father better 5 years ago. God said, No. His spirit was whole, his body was only temporary.

I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No. Patience is a by-product of tribulations, it isn’t granted, it is earned. I asked God to give me happiness. God said, No. I give you blessings, Happiness is indeed up to you.


 I asked God to spare me pain in regards to my my 11 year old’s father being an absentee father and 20 year old twin kids wordly actions. God said, No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me.

I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, No. You must grow on your own,
but I will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, No. I will give you life so that you may enjoy all things.

I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as he loves me. God said…….. Ahhhh, finally you have the idea!!!!


What An AWESOME View –

ANGLESThis is simply breath-taking……… I mean to see THIS KIND OF PROTECTION surrounding the earth!!!…….. In my spiritual eyes – and scriptural speaking – THIS IS WHAT I SEE…….

Can you imagine anything trying BUST THROUGH this type of protection?? No, I cannot either…MEANING, if and when things get through that may seem harmful to us here on earth, it is indeed because God….Himself has allowed it.

( for His reasons and for His purpose ) Again, what  a breath taking photo – I am really feeling the experience of it all


The Spirit of The Devil in A Dress!

If someone….I mean if ANYONE would have told me that this type of video even existed, I would QUICKLY have called them a liar….. There is no way, you have to be kidding, stop trying to get attention, the Lord would not allow someone to do that etc..etc..etc.. However, since the God that I serve is “such a gentleman” he allows us to choose what we want in the life that HE so graciously gave us as a gift……

If you have children around…PLEASE DO NOT CLICK THIS VIDEO………

Talk about the enemy using anything and anybody is an understatement…… This poor woman, is indeed wrapped up in the enemy’s devices…… ANY believer surely knows that God would NOT approve of this….. I can REALLY see why a great deal of people think that people in ministry are crazy….. Talk about wanting ANY type of attention… I almost thought 10 times even before I posted this garbage…but it is on you tube and I wanted to public disgrace the devil just as he is trying to MOCK GOD!

He is using a woman to speak on the things of Christ while trying to tease and make men and im sure even some women lust after this woman….. This is a TRUE EXAMPLE of how the enemy also knows God’s word…… well he should – he had a good seat while he was up in heaven and evidently his place was not good enough……

It makes you angry but it shows you how bold the enemy is as well…. he is such a trickster but his time is short!

God will always win…so no need to get upset anymore but to get better tactics and strategies to beat the enemy with the power of Jesus Christ that is within…. WARFARE TIME…

I decree and declare that the hand of the enemy will lose his hold over this woman and she shall live for the ONE AND ONLY true living God…..


In Case You Ever Forget….


Satan hates you because you have a chance to Go and dwell forever
Where he once was But can never return … So he’s deceiving you now
So that you won’t of course. Make it in! Then resulting in you having to share his HORRID fate forever!

Do not allow the negative things of this world make a divine destination to nowhere for your final resting place. It may be tempting to enjoy the negative things of the world and the things that God hates but is the temptation worth Eternal Life?

Fight to live Holy, make the choices, surround yourself with accountability partners, read your word, pray and even cry when you have to but just do not give up nor give in to the evil tricks and devices that the enemy has set in place for you.

Anyone who was EVER with Christ but then CHOSE to leave Him is surely not YOUR friend!


Friday Fight –

Seriously, when people obtain a major (LIFE) breakthrough… they surely see that God is so good. In the battle against Satan, I’ve learned that we must surround ourselves with (supporters), (encouragers) and (defenders). The mindset to win (must) be one of prayer, timed strategy and determination…Spiritual warfare effects physical outcomes…
Never let your awareness sensitivity guard down. Always be in (fight ready) mode…
Never quit against Satan’s super-chess game. In other words, if you believe God gave or promised you something…
Don’t fear, just take it!!!! Keep Fighting because the battle is already won…and it’s yours!
Dear ( ME )

Morning Prayer

Every family fountain chasing away my helpers, dry up by fire, in the name of Jesus…….    O Lord, pour your anointing of favour upon my life, in the name of Jesus.

Every power attacking my blessing day and night, vanish, in the name of Jesus…..  Oh God arise and give me the anointing of the winners, in the name of Jesus.

Every hidden curse of evil pattern, riding upon the horses of my destiny, I pull you down by fire, in the name of Jesus.  Every re-arrangement of my destiny through the curse of evil pattern, be reversed by fire, in the name of Jesus.

I will always start my day with  beginning to follow divine pattern for my life from today, in the name of Jesus……  Every evil pattern of slavery in my family die, by fire in the name of Jesus.

  I refuse to work like an elephant and eat like an ant, in the name of Jesus……..   Oh Lord, let all my problems become my promotions in the name of Jesus.

Every pattern of laziness and slavery in my foundation, break, in the name of Jesus……   Any evil pattern of laziness sponsoring fear and wastage in my life, break, in the name of Jesus.

My life, refuse to co-operate with the spirit of laziness, doubt, fear, lack, disobedience and anything else that DOES NOT line up with you in the name of Jesus.

  I break free and lose myself from the grip and control of family idol spirit in the name of Jesus……My children will be SAVED and   Every problem in their lives promoted by idol worship, ( things, rituals, traditions )  die in the name of Jesus

Oh Lord, deliver me from every evil pattern, emanating from evil family idol, in the name of Jesus….. Every arrow of mental disorder, fired into my family, go back to your sender, in the name of Jesus.

Every evil computer system against my life in the demonic world, shatter to pieces, in the name of Jesus….. Any evil pot cooking my destiny, break by fire, in the name of Jesus.  Evil pattern of horrible dreams in my life, break by fire, in the name of Jesus.

Let every evil pattern of satanic discipline in my life be terminated, in the name of Jesus and I thank you for HEARING me Lord!

Dear ( ME )

the fighter within…

watch the first episode of Caged right now!

This morning I woke up feeling like a champ… but just because I feel like that I am the female Rocky Balboa does NOT mean that this feeling will always last! Case and point, yesterday I felt like I got seriously punched in the stomach by MORE things that my teenage kids did and said.

Whew talk about Lord!!! Wow, how much shall and can my soul and heart take! I mean pain so gut wrenching that I couldnt even SPEAK…let alone BREATHE!

Nonetheless, I was reminded by the fighter from within… that I was strong, wise and willing to put aside every dead weight and wait on the Lord to redeem me!! He is the only one who is capable of handling my problems with NO ERROR…..  So once I obtained that SERIOUSLY NEEDED Epiphany………I was BACK ON TRACK to greatness… the road is not always clear and the journey is almost never 100% fun but WINNING in the end makes all of the negativity that I have endured over the last 6 years well worth it.